3 days off...

This morning I got home at around 7am because Mai asked me to go with them as they waited to board the bus for her COG retreat. It's a three day activity that will commence on Saturday afternoon. So she will be coming home around 6pm on Saturday, i guess.

This retreat will serve as a time out for us. We'll be away from each other and we'll have time to think things through and decide if we still want to keep the relationship. Actually, it's more of me waiting to find out what her decision would be. We kinda patched things up last Tuesday and we're more or less together again when she left this morning.

Last night, we spoke on the phone in the wee hours of the morning. She told me how she loves me so much and she wants to be reassured that my love is still the same as it was before. I told her she still has me, heart and soul, but I will give her time to think things through on this retreat. I promised her I will wait for her decision and I will wait for her coming back to me on Saturday. But I also told her that there's no pressure...that if this retreat would get her to decide otherwise, then I will accept her decision. I will abide by it with grace and move on...

This is gonna be a veeryyy long three days....