on again

yesterday night, Mai texted me saying I can do what I wish with my life...I tried calling her but she wouldn't pick up so I texted her saying that she knows my number and where I live so if she's ready to talk she can just come over...

yesterday afternoon, I woke up at someone's knock on my door...it was mai and istian...i guess it was her way of apologizing on her rudeness...

last night she went out, and I only found out when i called her...she stayed out til 5am...i wanted to talk to her and get things over with...but i guess i really can't bring myself to it...she came over to my place right after her gimmick...we slept til around 11am and then we went to her house, had lunch and then slept again til around 6:30pm...does that mean we're ok again?

i felt she's also not ready to give me up yet...she knew she did somethign i didnt like and she was agreeable to anything i asked of her...if she didn't care she wouldnt have gone to my house nor would she have invited me over her house, right?...i guess we are ok again...