...gone too soon?

Today Mai told me to do as I wish with my life...she told me not to see her again...she was mad at me...because I went out with my boss's and officemates for lunch...our trainer from the states actually treated us for lunch and of course I couldn't be left behind in the office...

I guess she thought I went out with other guys...that I still go out with other guys even if i'm already sort of married to her...

She told me before that she gets paranoid everytime I leave for work because she doesn't have a clue on what is happening to me in the office...I already told her she had nothing to worry about...I tried reassuring her so many times but all to no avail...

I don't know what to do anymore...what good is a relationship if my partner cannot trust me...it just is so unfair because I never did or said anything that could give her the impression that I am a player...I mean, come on, if I wanted to play, I wouldn't be in this relationship...i wouldnt have stuck with her for almost a year now if I never planned on committing myself to her...

Well, I guess there's no relationship anymore...