Missing My Mom....

mommy went to heaven, but i need her here today
my tummy hurst and i fell down, i need her right away
operator can you tell me how to find her in this book
is heaven in the yellow part, i don't know where to look

i think my daddy needs her too, at night i hear him cry
i hear him call her name sometimes, but i really don't know why
maybe if i call her, she will hurry home to me
is heaven very far away? is it across the sea?

she's been gone a long, long time
shee needs to come home now!
i really need to reach her
but i simply don't know how

help me find the number, please
is it listed under "heaven"
i can't read these big, big words
because i'm only seven

i'm sorry operator, i didn't mean to make you cry
is your tummy hurting too
or is there something in your eye?

if i call my church maybe they will know
mommy said when we need help that's where we should go
i found the number to my church tacked up on the wall
thank you operator, i'll go give them a call

- anonymous

If she were alive, my mom would've turned 49 last week. Since it was my rest day, I went home and we celebrated her birthday. We had spaghetti and cake for merienda and then bought her some candles and flowers and visited her grave. My mom's been gone for almost four years now and there are times like this that I just miss her so much. There are so many things that I woud've wanted to share and talk to her about. She's really very cool and easy to talk to. I just miss her so much...