A Dream Come True...7 years after

I just got home from THE Hanson Concert. Til now, I still can't believe that the dream has just become a reality. For almost 8 yrs now, I have been waiting for this day. And finally, it has come...and gone...

Time seemed to have passed so quickly the moment Ike, Tay and Zac went on stage. I couldn't even remember their songlist...as a matter of fact, some of the songs they played aren't familiar to me. Tsk tsk tsk...and I consider myself a fan? hahahaha!

As I recall though, some of the songs they did play were: Deeper, Underneath and Penny and Me from their latest album; This Time Around, If Only, Love Song, and Hand in Hand from the This Time Around album; Man From Milwaukee, Look at You, A Minute Without You and of course MMMBop from the Middle of Nowhere album. They also sang a couple of songs that are not on any record plus the song that MMMBop was originally just a chorus of but I forgot the title (hehehe)...

I really had fun during the concert. Like everyone in the theater, I am not ashamed to admit that I was screaming and shouting, dancing, clapping and singing at the top of my lungs. The guys really know how to run a show! They got to make everyone participate! There were times however, that I was just standing there looking...staring at them...not quite believing that they are real and are performing in front of me...

After the concert, despite being tired and sleepy (specially Knought who was already working at 5am) stayed behind to wait til the brothers actually leave the building. Hey, this is a rare opportunity and we just had to make the most of it. After a sometime, Taylor finally came out of the building. Knought, who was complaining about her foot aching run so fast she came up to a few inches away from Taylor. I was gonna come near them when I saw how the fans were screaming and grabbing at him and I stopped midway. I felt bad because it was obvious that Tay got scared and hurt from the pulling and grabbing.

Kawawa naman ang Baby Taylor ko! After what happened, I didnt feel like waiting for Ike and Zac to go out anymore and I asked Knought if we could go home and so we did.

Everything I have experienced tonight...the whole concert, the pictures I have taken, the reaction of the fans...the whole evening actually, was just like the Hanson videos I used to watch at home. Everything just seemed so surreal...even til now....

Do You Believe in Ghosts?

During our La Luz outing, there's been talk that some of our friends with the "third eye" saw entities hanging out with us at the resort. This picture was taken in our room at around 8pm, Nov. 18, 2004 right after I took a bath.

If you look closely, you would see in the mirror the shadow of part of a face.

No matter if my dad kept scolding me and telling me that such entities do not exist when I was a kid, I believed otherwise. I admit to being a coward when it comes to ghosts and I would never go ghost hunting but nonetheless I am curious about them. I like reading and hearing stories about ghosts and supernaturals but I wouldn't want to be left alone afterwards. Hehehe!

Looking at this picture, even after seeing it over a hundred times now, still gives me the creeps. I wonder why the ghost is still in that room?

Fun in the Sun

Last night I got home from La Luz Resort, Batangas. I went there with the MSN Direct Team plus some of the QC's and L2's and friends. I really enjoyed my stay there. We had fun at the beach, the food was great and the company was the best. We went swimming and snorkeling and sun bathing. We ate a lot, swam a lot, laughed a lot.

In the evening we even had a bonfire. We sang, took some pictures, danced, took some more pictures, drank and told stories and took some more pictures. In the end, some of us didn't go to our rooms anymore and just slept on the beach under the stars.

We really had a blast! As a matter of fact, on the way home, we even started planning on going on another trip. Hmmm...probably Palawan? next month? Hahaha!


NO BOYS ALLOWED!
[Clockwise: Kate, Trina, Toni, Day, Diane and Dona]


Aren't we all pretty?!?!?!


Day, Diane, Enrico, Toni, Pebs, Sigrid, Kate, Dona and Jeff


Time for some R&R


Guess Who!!!


Funny Faces

Girls' Night Out

Cleah, Me, Diane, Toni and Trina


Dona, Trina, Diane, Toni


Toni, Me, Trina, Diane...videoke hanggang umaga!!!


Last night I went out and got to meet new friends. We were together from 4 in the afternoon til 5 this morning. First we went to the mall, had a late lunch at Sbarro and then went to go shopping. We're going to La Luz, Batangas on Thursday so we went to buy swimsuits. Afterwards we had dinner at Greenbelt and stayed there to talk and laugh til midnight. After dinner we went to Music 21 and sang til 5am.

I'm really very sleepy coz I havent slept a wink. My shift started at 6am so I just went home to take a bath and change. But it was worth it!

I really had so much fun with the girls. I'm looking forward to our outing this weekend and spend more time with these pretty and sexy ladies!!!

Photos Galore!!!

Helpdesk Agents and Quality Coordinators during the Messenger 7.0 and Hotmail 10 Training (training pala yun, kala ko tambay lang, hihihi)



Kate, Me and Badz



Me, Kate and Archie



Me, G2 and Kate



Me, Diane (madaks) and Kate


bket parang ksama kate and me sa lahat ng pics? hahaha! ano to? pictorial?

Aquarius Personality

You seem to live on a different plane altogether - sympathetic, sensitive, friendly, but distant. It is very difficult for you to become very involved with anyone or anything. You are very conscious and value your personal space, this tends to bring about a certain loneliness, although you have a whole lot of friends who hold you in high regard. You will allow very few people to encroach on your personal space.

- I was reading through a description of characteristics of people based on their zodiac sign and this is what I read about me. It makes me sound so cold and unfeeling...says here it's difficult for me to become very involved with ANYONE or anything....I guess this answers the question to my post dated Nov. 9. =P

You are unconventional and like to be original, something that results in bizarre and unpredictable behaviour. If the idea is radical, it must be an Aquarian idea. She seems to be game for anything; the rebel in her makes her unique. She has the guts to take on society; on her own terms. She doesn't care for much small talk; the Aquarian will have lots of acquaintances but hardly any good friends. She's good with style and fashion; trust her to spring an original on you."

- I'm an aquarian...u guys still doubting the tattoo? Lol!

Wag na Wag Mong Sasabihin - KITCHIE NADAL -

May gusto ka bang sabihin?
at hindi mapakali, ni hindi makatingin
sana'y wag mo na 'tong palipasin
at subukang lutasin, sa mga sinabi mo na........

[REFRAIN:]
Ibang nararapat sa akin, na tunay kong mamahalin

[CHORUS:]
oh oh oh oh wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong........ pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

hindi ko man inaakala, na ako'y isang bituin na walang sasambahin
hindi ko man ito ipakita, abot langit ang daing, sa mga sinabi mo na

[REFRAIN:]
Ibang nararapat sa akin, na tunay kong mamahalin

[CHORUS:]
oh oh oh oh wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong.........pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

[BRIDGE:]
At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sayo?
At sa umaga, ang hangin na hahaplos sayo

[CHORUS:]
oh oh oh oh wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong........ pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

The very first time I heard this song, i instantly liked the lyrics. These are the words I wanted to impart to that person who used to be really special to me. Just now I found out everything seems to be working well for him (specially his family life.) I always new he was gonna realize sooner or later that that's where he really belongs. I can honestly say that I am happy for him and I hope he remembers these words to the song...and that these were the words I kept telling him when we were still together.

When you feel trapped by love, do you really wanna escape? Part II

I guess this is the continuation of my post dated Oct. 26, 2004. It was left in the drafts folder...hanging...

Funny but it seems to me that that post kinda symbolizes the state of my relationship...I just got to post it now because at last, I have finally made my peace. At this point in time, everything has finally cleared up. I was saying on that post how certain pictures and a video bothered me. A few weeks after that one of my friends found out that her guy is not serious about their relationship. I saw how mad and hurt my friend was and I guess I got scared. The "sigurista" in me panicked. I dont ever want to feel or experience anything like that. As it is, Its enough that I cried over this guy--once. And I'll make sure it's never gonna happen again.

Anyways, yesterday we finally ended everything. And we are now officially "not together." To be honest, I have mixed feelings about it. I am sad because I really loved this guy and I wanted to be the girl he's gonna spend the rest of his life with. Coz no matter how fucked up he or his life may seem, he actually has a lot of promise. When my friends would ask me what I see in him I would just smile at them. They would not understand. I actually see the depth in the person. However I dont think he has figured out what he really wants in life. He is still confused and if I stay with him, I think I'm also gona get confused. In that sense I actually also feel relieved that we're no longer together. At least now I can move on...get on with my life...

As he said, we will just let fate take its course...if it's meant to be, it's meant to be...

I was actually telling Kate last night how weird it seems that I didn't even feel like crying. Was it that I was never really in love with him? (I swear, I really thought it was the real thing.) Why is it that I can never give myself (body and soul) to someone without reservations? Why do I always have to look at my relationships rationally?

No One There

"Yes, its mine and no, its not henna."

I just realized how i've been saying this line over and over since i started showing people my new tattoo. i cant understand why they dont want to believe that i can do something as "daring" or as "adventurous" as getting a tattoo. As a matter of fact, even my very own brother at first didnt believe that it was real. He says it just isn't in my personality.

My friend, Ronald, til now doesnt believe it's real. He says im not the type. He cant imagine me getting a tattoo, saying i wouldnt be able to bear the pain. He even said that i wouldve probably started crying out from the pain with the first poke of the needle. he says i'm more the "carrying a basket of flowers, walking along the fields" type of girl.

Well, hahaha! i proved you all wrong.

tattooed !?!?!?