My 34th Birthday

It's now exactly 1 hr past 12mn on my 34th birthday, Jan. 28, 1980. I've been meaning to start writing this a few minutes before 12mn but I had some password issues. And then 12mn came and I was pleasantly surprised by the whole software team coming to my desk with a cake and singing "Happy Birthday." I was really caught by surprise coz I was not expecting it. A couple of hours earlier I was even teasing Hazel to buy me a cake as she is buying one for her rep. I knew I was going to have a cake tomorrow but I didn't know I'll have one today. Thanks team! I feel really loved! :)

So this is it. I am now 34 years old. I feel very old :( and a bit sad, as expected.  I feel a bit lonely not having someone to spend my special day with.  It's touching to know that everyone around me wishes for me to be happy and to finally meet The One.  I wonder where he is, though...I claim that this year is my year and that I get to meet him finally.  I wonder where he is and what he is doing? I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him...to start our family! :)

Anyways, happy 34th birthday to me.  Hoping that next year I won't be spending it alone anymore! :))