i wanna...

on sunday the Citigroup team here at GXS will have a team building at Fontana...it will be an expense paid trip and even the food will be shouldered by two of our teammates, Cherry (for her birthday) and Willy (for his despedida)...there are 14 of us in the team, including our lead, Sir B2 but 2 will be left to man the shift...

i really wanna go with them because 1) i've never been to fontana (bie didnt let me go on our Fontana outing at sykes), 2) it will be a much needed break, 3) it is LIBRE (hehe), and 4) because I really wanna get to know my team mates more...

this team building has been long delayed and on Sunday, the long wait will be over...unfortunately, when i asked mai last night if i could go, she said NO...she said it was her final answer and that i am not to bring up the subject again...but as i've mentioned, i really, really, really wanna go to the team building so i brought it up again when we woke up this morning...til the tym i left for work i was constantly nagging her to let me go :(

but she says she really can't allow me since i'm already gonna leave her on fri-sat coz i'll be going home to pampanga for my niece's wedding...plus it's gonna be an overnyt trip and she can't accept the idea of me going out, overnight, where there would be boys and people she doesnt know...

hayyy...i really don't know how to convince her...when will she ever trust me!!! some of my office mates who know about mai asked me how i put up with her...same question my amigas and my friends from sykes ask me...they say it would be difficult to grow in such a relationship and a relationship without growth shouldn't be tolerated...

what to do? what to do?

i really wanna....