DAY'S DAILY

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

starting to come out in the open

I finally told my maset about me and mai. As expected, she doesnt approve. I actually wasnt planning on telling her - well, at least not yet coz I know what her reaction would be and fact is I'm still not ready yet. As it happens she wanted to know where I've been going and with whom lately and she was getting mad coz I wasn't telling.

I understand that she is just worried about what is going on with me coz I know she loves me and she has made herself my guardian since I started working here in Manila again. I don't want her thinking bad things about me or my life so I just told her the truth. Imaginations can run wild and I don't want her thinking I'm taking drugs or mixing with bad people.

By her reaction, I don't know if she's relieved or more worried about what I told her. One thing's for sure, she does not approve. But I really don't care. I've never been the one to care for what other people think. Day does what she wants and what she thinks is right. I'm in love and I'm happy and that's all that matters to me.