What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

There's this link on Eric's website about the meaning of your birthdate. When I went to the site, there's another link that asks "what are the keys to your heart.?" I tried answering the questions provided and the last result came up...

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need.
You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

I honestly don't know how to comment on this statement. I guess in a way it is true in that I really don't want to risk falling for the special someone in my life right now. Because as if my life isn't already complicated as it is, I entered a relationship that got me confused and my life even more complicated.

Tonight before I left home for work, I was talking to the person and I was told that a friend advised to keep away from me because time may come "na masaktan lang sha sakin." I honestly didn't know how to react at first because I thought we had an understanding that we'll take things slowly and we'll just enjoy life as it comes to us.

The statement of the friend got me to thinking about a possible future with my special someone. I admit that I am scared of commitment I guess coz I dont want to get hurt again. I have a lot of dreams for the future and I know for a fact that if I really want those dreams to get realized I can't stay with this person. But...who knows...I believe in the word compromise. Maybe we can work something out for the better...